Monday, September 15, 2008

Can it get any worse?

My life officially sucks.

Mr. Misery needs a "break"......whatever. We all know what that means. I have become so immune to the constant letdowns in life that I am simply numb.

Its funny how much we deal with in a blended family. I think we deal with so much more than the "conventional" family does, we, as steps and second wives, tolerate so much more, yet, for me anyway, it never seems enough to please anyone.

I have thrown my heart and soul into his children, his family and him all for nothing it seems.

In the meantime, his ex wife is buying drugs off the city streets and crashing her car....yet she seems to get much more respect, understanding and caring for than I ever have.

Is that what men want? I am starting to wonder. The stupid, helpless ones seem to draw men. Those of us who work to support our families are critized and treated like dirt.

I am losing faith in life in general.

I'm tired of never being "good enough".

1 comment:

Ronni said...

You are MORE than good enough!

You ROCK!

Eff 'em all!

You be YOU, and look to yourself and your kids. by the time you get around to thinking that living alone is a good thing, guys will be beating down the door.

Just pick one without kids, or whose kids are grown and gone.